So recently, I've been really missing school. A lot. So much that it's been keeping me up at night. And even when I do get to sleep, I dream about Westmont.
It's weird– I mean, I do like it at home. I like watching movies with my parents and hanging out with my brother and just being in Colorado in general. And as much as I want to deny it, I even have a couple of friends here who I enjoy hanging out with just as much as my California friends.
I just don't belong here. I have belonged here in the past, and I may again in the future, but not right now. Right now I belong in Santa Barbara. I belong with my friends and my professors in a place where I can see myself growing.
Here, I just feel stagnant.
Sorry about the complaining. Next week I'll write something more upbeat, I promise.
DFTBA,
Emily
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